He executes justice for the oppressed and gives food to the hungry. The LORD sets prisoners free, the LORD gives sight to the blind, he lifts up those who are bowed down, the LORD loves those who live justly. The LORD watches over the immigrant and sustains the fatherless and the widow, but he frustrates the ways of the wicked. -Psalm 146:7-9

Friday, August 22, 2014

Girl! Where You Been?!

Wow. It's been a while huh? Shout out to the three people who still read this blog. Such faithful friends. Ha!!

Even though I don't come here and post much, I really do have a LOT to say. It's so important to discern your context, timing, and words carefully when blogging. There's so much going on in my family, community, state and of course in our world. I have a voice and it's time I really use it to help bring change. But first, this post is to seek prayer. 

There are a couple of things I could really use prayer on:
1. I'm in the process of writting and finishing my first urban ministry curriculim for middle school/ high school girls. It's a collection of my years of experience of working with girls in the inner city and it's time I stop running from The Lord in putting this bible study out there. I pray it's encouraging for many young girls in the hood. Pls pray for wisdom and for God to be glorified.
2. 4th annual Purity Study and purity ball is coming up in February. Prayers needed for planning of this very important community gathering. 
3. I'm homeschooling a MIDDLE SCHOOLER!  Even though I'm excited I'm also very nervous. Yikes! My baby is growing up and I wasn't ready! You already know what kind of issues I'm up against. Prayers are needed. 
4. I'm finally returning to school next spring. I'll give more info on that later but could use prayers on having a very good school year.


Yes, I have a lot going on. My marriage is important, my child is important, the ladies I disciple are important. I want to do all things well and keep what's priority priority. Please pray I always remember what those things are and protect them. 

May Gods grace abound to you all! 


Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Stereotypes, Truth and Retreats

" I have no greater joy than to hear that my children are walking in the TRUTH" 
- 3John 1:4

God loves truth! It's apart of who He is, and what He speaks. I have such a strong hatred for deception. It's the opposite of Gods character and how He desires for His children to live. As I'm ministering to women or girls in my community, one of the things I often try to listen for in our daily conversation is "what is this woman believing about herself, God and or others?"

Being an African American woman, I have so many perceptions that are put out about who I am that I daily have to fight through or have the temptation to prove I'm NOT.  The media doesn't help at all as it cycles such lies out into a wider audience. I'm sure the same can be echoed by the women in my community, they too are in this fight. 


"You're  just lazy, abusing the system that uses my hard earned tax money"

"She's one angry black woman, she keeps a frown on her face"

"She's only having all those babies so she can get more food stamps" 

"Black women can't ever get along  with each other"

"You will never be educated, talk proper, or be as holy as she is"



Satan has such a crafty way of tempting us to believe these lies and many more about ourselves. When you hear something for so long , you begin to believe that it's truth and you live your life according to what you have heard. 
Jesus!! What bondage that is!! I know, I've lived it and still wrestle with much of it today! 

I have such a burden for the women and young girls in my community to truely KNOW who they are and their purpose. You are NOT what's  portrayed about you on tv, radio or magazines. You are NOT another black person looking for a handout. You are NOT at the mercy of every white person you meet. You are NOT dumb because you graduated with a GED or don't talk as "proper" as she does. 

Just think of what would happen if we really started addressing people according to who GOD says they are. 

You ARE loved more than you could ever imagine!

You are valuable to someone who cared enough to give His only child for your future.

You are created in the image of the living God and created for a purpose bigger then you or me. 

God is jealous over you

He cares about your pain and wants to walk with you through  it. 

We have this overwhelming responsibility to always preach the truth to people in a way that God will use to capture their hearts and show them who HE created them to be. When ministering to others who have believed lies and have been blinded for so long,our conversations must begin with Genesis 1and 2, reminding people of their value, dignity and worth. Teaching them how that image was shattered, the effects it has on all of us today and how it will one day be restored again. Praise God! 

This weekend is our second annual Women's Retreat. It's a weekend filled with TRUTH, vulnerability, prayer, sweet fellowship and fun. We designed this  weekend getaway to serve as a ministering tool to a few women we've invested in. A time for those who know God to grow closer to Him, or a time for some to start a new relationship with Him.
A time for these women to bond and begin to break the stereotype that black women who live in the hood can't get along with each other. 
A time for these women to be challenged, affirmed and loved on so that they become the leading agents of change their community and families need. A time when we are filling them with truth in hopes of the Holy Spirit bringing it back up at the right time,  empowering them to walk in the ways of The Lord.

We know Satan isn't too fond of this, so we desperately covet your prayers. Please pray that the ladies are encouraged, provoked to faith, connect with one another and that they begin to know and understand the TRUTH of Gods word.
Pray for us as leaders -that we would love them well, stay closely connected to the Father as we minister to them and pray WE learn just as much from these ladies as they are coming to learn from us.

We need the Holy Spirit to show up and bless our time together. We need a revival.

May we all strive to live truthfully amongst one another and kill deadly stereotypes 
by getting to know others and seeing them as God does.

"And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free"- John 8:32







Thursday, March 13, 2014

"Uncomfortable Grace"

“There are moments in our lives when we are crying out for grace, not recognizing that we are getting it. We are not getting the grace of relief or the grace of release, because that is not the grace that we really need.
No, what we are getting is something we desperately need, the uncomfortable grace of personal growth and change. With the love of a Father, your Lord is prying open your hands so that you will let go of things that have come to rule your heart but will NEVER satisfy you.
With the insight of a seasoned teacher, He is driving you to question your own wisdom so that you will find your understanding and rest in His. With the skill of the world’s best counselor, God is showing you the delusions of your control so that you will take comfort in His rule.
With the gentleness of a faithful friend He is facing you toward the inadequacies of your own righteousness so that you find your hope in His.”
–Paul David Tripp, What Did You Expect?(Wheaton: Crossway, 2010), 216.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Wednesday's Word

A friend of mine asked the question on facebook- "what is your favorite worship song dealing with God, justice, mercy and compassion." I answered and decided I would share it here also.

This is my prayer for the week, may The Lord use it to richly challenge you , encourage and empower you as you live to work towards His kingdom.

Matt Papa- Open Hands 
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Verse 1:
To give unselfishly, to love the least of these
Jesus I'm learning how to live with open hands
All these treasures that I own will never satisfy my soul
Jesus I lay them at your throne with open hands

chorus:
So I lift my hands, open wide, let the whole world see
how you loved, how you died, how you set me free!
Free at last, I surrender all I am with open hands,
with open hands

Verse 2:
To finally let go of my plans
These earthly kingdoms built of sand
Jesus at your cross I stand with open hands

chorus:
As I lift my hands, open wide, let the whole world see
how you loved, how you died, how you set me free!
Free at last, I surrender all I am with open hands,
with open hands

You took the nails, you bore the crown

You hung your head, your love poured out
You took my place, you paid the price
So ,Jesus, now I will give my life!!!!!!!!!

chorus:
As I lift my hands, open wide, let the whole world see
how you loved, how you died, how you set me free!
Free at last, I surrender all I am with open hands,
with open hands

how you loved, how you died, how you set me free!
Free at last, I surrender all I am with open hands,
with open hands

with open hands,
with open hands,
with open hands

Monday, March 10, 2014

City Alive



But all things become visible when they are exposed by the light, for everything that becomes visible is light. For this reason it says, "Awake, sleeper, And arise from the dead, And Christ will shine on you." (Ephesians 5:13,14 )


The verse above is what God gave me as my husband and I began to dream about what it would look like to host a  block party in our community. A block party that would encourage community unity, family love and an opportunity for the local church to display Christ love and presence in midst of violence and fear. 

I remember growing up and being excited about those hot summer days when the neighborhood leaders would block off the streets and call out police protection and have the biggest community parties. Kids playing in  water from busted fire hydrants, boys playing basketball, double dutch contest , food and loud rap music. Back then I didn't know the effects this could have on our neighborhood. When neighbors have a platform to do life with each other, meet each other  and share in a mutual love for their community something happens. 

Little Corey's protection isn't just his mom or grandma concerns, but it also becomes Ms Jenkins who lives down the street  concerns too. I remember not being able to leave my front porch as a little girl in the Englewood  community without the elderly man next door telling me to " get back on that porch!" because he was concerned about my safety as well. They say it takes a village to raise a child and that is exactly how I saw my hood as I was growing up- having  a genuine concern for all that was living in it.

Last year, myself along with many others, planned, prayed and worked hard to host our first ever Washington Park block party. City Alive was birthed out of prayer and desire to no longer see the "streets" of Washington Park dead or blind  but ALIVE through the power and work of God as the body of Christ and those in the community serve, and love on one another and be a representation of Gods kingdom in our city.  To help us, we started a street team which consisted of the high school kids in our program. Who better to ask on how to reach the streets then the very kids in our community. They helped with planning, passed out flyers, invited and evangelized local housing projects and attended the event prayer walk. They were amazing! 

In addition, we were honored to have Christian Hip Hop artist: Travis Tyler (Thisl) and J'son Watkins (J'son) both of these brothers came with wisdom and experience as they themselves are products of an inner city environment. God used these brothers to bless our hood tremendously. 

Planning for City Alive 2014 has now begun and we couldn't be more excited. 
He alone gives sight to the blind, gives drug addicts an addiction to Him and shows the prostitute her worth and dignity. Our prayer is to see many resurrections happen annually through this event. Please pray for us as we ask God to show up, move in the hearts of those in our neighborhood, add to His church and work together towards the greater good of a better Washington Park. 

We're expecting great things. To God be the glory!! 


City Alive 2013 











Reflections from our neighbors :

"This Event was Really Good We Got People Out  and I believe people  Life changed Through Jesus. I See How People were Touched And We Even had  A Dude Who Fired Up A Blunt Out There And He Was Impacted By This Even This Was Powerful Through Jesus And I Know He's Working On More And More Miracles" - 10th grader 


 "I think City Alive Block Party was so successful it brought many people of different backgrounds together for the Glory of God and the atmosphere was so full of Jesus presence whether they received a message or not they came out and just talked to someone about the Goodness of  God just that alone impacted my life how we were all able to really enjoy a Christian event without any problems at all for once in Washington Park cause usually when an event is held in the Park there are shootings resulting from ongoing problems in our Community- Domestic violence, Drugs or kid fights where Adults are usually involved in them instead of solving the conflict...I hope we can do this every year and I would love to be apart of it anyway I can" -  Mom of 7

Monday, February 24, 2014

The Hands

God has blessed us to be apart of a really unique, amazing, God loving and fearing community of believers. All of our friends really do live what they preach. I would like you to meet my friends Jeff and Jennifer Hand. They live in our community and have plans to adopt from China. It would take forever for me to share how much they have impacted our faith, family and mission in Washintgom Park. I absolutely adore them! 

Here's their blog : www.handadoption.blogspot.com

Please take some time to visit, get to know a little about their family and even pray about how you can generously give towards their adopting efforts. 

Thanks!